Kindred Spirit Lodge Presents
Had Been Jealous
by kitty
April 23rd, 2002
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i have come to Your office once again being summoned by You. You were not happy with me, and had me come to Your office naked except for my collar, coat, and restraints which were on each wrist and ankle.
W/we had been to a club that caters to O/our lifestyle over a week ago where i had become jealous over the affections You were displaying toward another sub in the club. You had been angry, and disappointed at my show of jealousy. So You had not allowed me to touch You. Plus, You had not touched me since then in anyway satisfying, but You had kept me aroused refusing to allow me release, saying that this was part of my punishment.
i look at You while i am shutting the door seeing that You still do not look pleased with me. i drop my gaze to the floor taking off my coat. The room is unusually cold, and instantly my nipples stand at attention. i drop to my knees crawling to You shivering as much from the cold as from not knowing what You are going to do. i am startled at the gentleness You display when You stroke my hair i relax a bit. Something i should never have done, for in the next instant You grab my hair bringing me up level to Your face giving me a searing kiss.
You say, "I know that you love me, and that this display of jealousy only proves it, but it is not acceptable."
You push me back making me fall to the ground. Before i know it You are on me producing a set of weighted nipple clamps taking my nipples and attaching them. Slowly, but steadily tightening them until i gasp in pain. They are connected with a short chain, which You use to pull me up with. i struggle to get up with You so that my nipples are not pulled too badly.
When i am on my knees once again You grab my wrists hooking the restraints together in back of me doing the same with my ankles. i ask to speak. You grant me the privilege.
i say, "i am very sorry for my mistake of being jealous i know i had no cause to be. Please, i beg You for Your forgiveness." i say all of this while You are standing over me. i have my eyes and head lowered in reverence. i hear You disrobe, but do not dare look up waiting for whatever comes next.
i hear You moan knowing You are pleasuring Yourself once again without my help. You had been doing this for the last week. Making me either watch or listen to it knowing i was unable to touch You or myself. It has been pure Tarterus. Wanting something being so close to it, but not being allowed to have it.
i hear You stop and wonder what is going on knowing You have not released yet. i feel a finger under my chin, and You raise my head up so i can look at You. When i do i almost cum at the sight. You are wearing the Halloween outfit i had bought You. A woman warrior with leather battle skirt armor and even a sword.
You let a finger from the other hand graze my lips, and i can smell Your essence on it. i have been denied this gift for so long i crave it, but do not do a thing without permission lest it be taken away.
You ask, "you want to taste this don't you My sweet little slave?" i nod.
You paint my lips with Your essence then take Your finger away. i whimper wanting so badly to feel Your finger in my mouth sucking and licking the sweet flavor that i have been denied, it seems like forever.
You tell me to hold still while taking one of my tortured nipples and twisting it as You play with my nether lips saying how wet i am asking what i want.
i know better then to answer i just stay as still as i can as You enter me starting to pump in and out of me with two fingers. You slap my thigh telling me to spread wider. i try to almost slipping from my knees. You do this for a minute or so.
You take Your fingers out of me painting my nipples with my essence. Since i was so good, and did not move You allow me to lick my lips tasting You. i moan at the taste closing my eyes reveling in it.
You tug at my chain telling me to come over to Your chair. i scoot on my knees until i am in front of You, and that is when i notice the whip hanging at Your waist. You look to where my eyes are and laugh saying that it was a new item You had picked up. You take it from Your waist. i shiver waiting in anticipation of what will come next.
i am shocked at what You do with the whip. You tell me to spread my thighs as far apart as i can, then You put one end of the whip between my legs taking it out at the other end. Holding one end of the whip in front of me and the other end in back of me You start to seesaw slowly in between my legs.
i am trembling with need. You remind me, "Don't cum. Only I allow you release, and I haven't yet."
Those words only make me wetter whimpering at not being allowed to cum again. You tell me to tell You why i should be allowed to worship at Your temple.
i try to get my words together, but You are making it almost impossible with all my unfulfilled desires. i say, "i want nothing more then to pleasure You, to be allowed to bring You the release You so deserve."
"What about your release?"
"i am only here for Your pleasure Mistress not mine if You allow it i will be grateful, but it will please me to know that i have pleasured You, my Mistress, that will be enough."
You like my answers telling me so. You ask, "So if I do not allow you release then you will still be pleased?"
i whimper saying, "If that is Your pleasure, Mistress, then it pleases me for all i want to do is please You."
You smile telling me to offer You my nipple. i extend myself by getting myself up on my knees as far as i can, thrusting my nipples towards Your mouth. You lick Your lips telling me to beg. i must beg for everything that i get this afternoon. "Beg Me to suck your nipples, slave."
Throughout, all of this You have still been seesawing the leather across my slit hitting my clit once in awhile which was making me want to thrust my hips. i control myself starting to beg, "Please, Mistress please take my nipples and do only what You can do. Suck them. i beg of You Mistress please." You take one nipple in Your mouth, but just barely graze it with Your tongue i gasp wanting more. "Please, they are Yours for Your pleasure Mistress, please."
At that You suck in my left nipple chewing on it, licking the essence off of it which You had painted on it earlier. i am on fire now moaning at the contact. You start to go a little faster with the whip, and i am having trouble staying upright. You take the other nipple doing the same licking, biting, and sucking all of my essence off of it.
You spread Your legs open wide. i see through the strips of Your battle skirt that You are very excited, wet and ready for my tongue to bring You release. You tell me to use my tongue to bring You release, and not to cum myself until given permission.
i nod as i bow my head to start my task You bring the whip up hard against my clit beginning to add a twist movement to it. i gasp, and whimper at the same time.
i can smell You. You smell divine. It is hard the position i am in to get a good angle with my wrists and ankles bound behind my back, and my knees spread as far apart as they are. But somehow i manage, and start to lightly lick the juices from Your thighs cleaning every last drop off. You thrust Yourself forward in the chair letting Your head fall back. i start to lick and suck at Your lips drinking up every last drop of Your desire. i start to flick my tongue over Your clit circling it with my tongue alternately. At that move, You increase the pressure and speed of the whip between my legs.
i moan into Your nether lips making You shudder. When i feel that i blow on Your desire seeing Your clit throbbing in need. When i see this, i take it in my mouth, sucking, and biting gently which brings You over the edge. As You go over You increase the pressure even more on my clit, and i beg for release. "Mistress, please, i beg of You. Please, let me cum, please."
At that, in the middle of Your orgasm You growl that i may cum. i cum with the power of a volcano along with You the best way there is.
This time there has been more whimpers and moans then usual at the office from both of U/us. But You said You would forgive me this time since this was an unusual occurrence with U/us touching each other for the first time in a week. You kiss me tenderly telling me to go back home, and get some rest for You had plans for me that night.
You release me from my bonds, and i am about to put on my coat when You throw me something. You say, "If I am going to be a warrior I have to have a slave girl, don't I?"
i look at what You have given me. It is a short see through skirt with top to match. The top is more like a bra then a top, and the skirt barely covers my bottom. i put it on after You have taken the weighted clamps off of my nipples. i notice the inside of the top has a rough material rubbing on my sensitive nipples. i gasp at the sensation, and You just smile at me. You swat me on my behind telling me to get home. i grab my coat going home, wondering what You possibly could have planned.
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The End - 'Had Been Jealous' - by kitty